She says:

Sometimes, is it when you lose something then only you will learn to appreciate it or blame yourself that why didn't you appreciate it earlier? I treasure this relationship a lot. I feel that i had tried my best to understand you and be understanding. But your action just now is just so disappointing. You said you've hurt your back. But you have the energy to do it, don't have the energy to accompany me to the coffee shop. The route to the coffee shop is so dark and few people walk there as it was rather late already. You can't hear from my tone that i'm a bit irritated. So you actually doesn't care if anything bad were to happen to me. If you really want to do something, no matter what setbacks you have you will still do it. Like when we do it just now, you can endure the pain. Maybe "relationship isn't all about sex" only apply initially. To me relationship is about love, concern and a lot of things. Maybe you're boring of me. I don't know. I really hope i can be ignorant. But it's difficult.

Just now would be the just right time to tell my mother about us. But i feel that maybe you're not the one. After being together with me for so long, sometimes you don't know when i feel down and when i need you. I know you would feel sad or irritated after reading this but i still have to say it out. I feel and you know that i've been trying to understand you for whatever you did. I feel that the things i get in return is your unattentiveness. OK, so from now on, i wouldn't be so understanding then. We shall see. Good night!


i love you. :: 2:13 AM